I’ve been in Manila, that was my first time I was there for 1 year. Being there isn’t easy because you have to experience homesick and also culture shock when you speak their language . I am not fluent to speak tagalog because I came from Mindanao which is my province. In Manila, being a baby sitter I’ve experienced difficult in life, when you are alone and feeling depressed because of problem you have faced. It hurts when you are alone because you can’t share your problem and there is no one you can lean. On that time, I felt strong as who I am. I fought the struggle with my co-helpers because they hate me, they don’t like me , they got jealous on me because I was the one who was favorite of my boss. I don’t blame myself because I was there for my job not for them and also I did my work well. Even though I am here now at my hometown, I still remember the past memories which was sad experience in my whole life. But now I am happy together with my beloved family. And trying to forget the past and believing myself so far.